[1.49 GB] - Cheating On Wife with Escort Girl CLOSE UP - Teen Step Daughters

The story behind: Cheated on my wife with an escort and I just feel numb. My bedroom at home is mostly dead. I say mostly because there are occasions where we have sex, but it's always me initiating, it's awkward, boring, and often ends in anger, frustration and/or crying. My wife and I used to be the best of friends and had amazing sex daily. But for the past few years it's just been horrible. I wish I could point to when things started to decline, but I can’t. She won't go to counseling. I'd been in therapy for years until a few months ago she decided I didn't need it. I'd been taking care of my needs myself for quite some time, which in and of itself is a gamble because wife is violently opposed to porn. She found some in my history once and I was on the couch for a week; I tried explaining but she didn't care, it was cheating as far as she was concerned. So this morning I found a site, found a provider and got my needs met by a professional. From a purely physical standpoint... it was fucking amazing. But now I don't know how I feel. I think I should be remorseful, but I'm not. I tried feeling good, but I can’t - not now, anyway. I kind of feel vindicated, but not really. I think the only thing I really feel is angry. Part of that anger is knowing that I'm a piece of … , that I was a good guy for so long, and now I'm this. And it felt good. Hearing her moan... call out my name while I'm throwing it into her; I felt alive again for the first time in years. All I'm really sure is... I want my fucking sex life back. I used to feel good about myself, I used to feel like a man, and for a brief moment with that escort - I did again. I know what I did was wrong but, I think I want to do it again...

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cheating-on-wife-with-escort-girl-close-up-teen-step-daughters.mp4 [1.49 GB] - The story behind: Cheated on my wife with an escort and I just feel numb. My bedroom at home is mostly dead. I say mostly because there are occasions where we have sex, but it's always me initiating, it's awkward, boring, and often ends in anger, frustration and/or crying. My wife and I used to be the best of friends and had amazing sex daily. But for the past few years it's just been horrible. I wish I could point to when things started to decline, but I can’t. She won't go to counseling. I'd been in therapy for years until a few months ago she decided I didn't need it. I'd been taking care of my needs myself for quite some time, which in and of itself is a gamble because wife is violently opposed to porn. She found some in my history once and I was on the couch for a week; I tried explaining but she didn't care, it was cheating as far as she was concerned. So this morning I found a site, found a provider and got my needs met by a professional. From a purely physical standpoint... it was fucking amazing. But now I don't know how I feel. I think I should be remorseful, but I'm not. I tried feeling good, but I can’t - not now, anyway. I kind of feel vindicated, but not really. I think the only thing I really feel is angry. Part of that anger is knowing that I'm a piece of … , that I was a good guy for so long, and now I'm this. And it felt good. Hearing her moan... call out my name while I'm throwing it into her; I felt alive again for the first time in years. All I'm really sure is... I want my fucking sex life back. I used to feel good about myself, I used to feel like a man, and for a brief moment with that escort - I did again. I know what I did was wrong but, I think I want to do it again...